Random Ramblings

• So the school .. I do not think they are filled with the most intelligent individuals when it comes to making decisions regarding a whole student body .. but whatever I guess.
• First grad school midterm on Wednesday .. fortunately for me (not really) it is the class that I am not the biggest fan of!!
• I did some calling about internships in Texas .. Houston/Lubbock/Dallas??
• My laundry is on the floor in my room drying out bc I didnt want to spend another $1.50 for my laundry to not dry.
• Hopefully I will start working this week!! (cross your fingers, pray .. do what you have to do but I need to start working) I am not the type of individual who likes to have all this idle time to watch tv .. (not even good tv for that matter like Oprah)
• I dont get to go home for our like week long break .. instead I will be in NY .. bummer!!
• It cost like $10.50 to go to the movies!! SICK!!
• I did buy a cute zebra print jacket this weekend and some cute boots!!
• I am also almost ready to buy a mac!!
• I need a break .. need to see some friends I miss .. need Sonic!!
• I am also learning to accept that this is where I am and I better make the best out of it .. and that helped last week seem more bearable

So .. hopefully you enjoyed this little update!! Hopefully next time I write I will have kicked some test butt!!

Oh Albany

Albany is getting better .. I guess .. but school isnt. This program is not at all what I thought it was going to be and I feel like they brought us all here under false statements. Who would want to be in a program that is running a new class method for the first time and that you are being a guinea pig for? I don't like that idea at all and it just frustrates me. I wish I had gone to A&M. I know that I am being tested and this will only make me stronger .. but this is a lot harder than I thought it would be. I just really need a break from this place .. and I want to go to Texas for a while, but not until December. Approximately 15 weeks away!! Just pray that I haven't lost my mind by then because this place is surely making me crazy. I like school and I chose to come here .. but I am completely confident that I will be returning to Texas in 2 years. I think I might even go speak to my advisor next week about seeing what I need to do to graduate in 1 1/2 years. I think that it will be good to say that I lived here for a couple of years and I "experienced" New York .. but I think I will be even happier to be coming back to Texas!! My mind is just going crazy here!! (I am aware that I have stated that many times already .. but I feel like I cry about something at least once a day!!) Gaaah!!

I just keep thinking about Jeremiah 29:11 " ... I will give you hope and a good future." I am hanging in there!!